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2005-10-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

I let him go alreadi.. now and foreva. No matter how much i cant bear.. how much i lurve him i noe there's no pt alreadi. Since i let him go why i still cry n cry n cry? WHY AM I SO FARKING USELESS? im so sick.. so tired of everything.. mus everithing i mus accept and adapt. Can i heck care.. can i dun bother? can sumone give mi a slap to wake mi up or nt? HE IS NT A GOOD GUY... A FARKING IDIOTIC

2005-09-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

Hubbie is back.. but dunoe y with accompanied his return is a series of problems. Tis ar.. that ar.. so mani mani things which is coming up which is making mi feel so helpless. Why cant peaceful and simple life last?Daddie is goin to jailed soon.. beca of mani mani reasons which im nt so sure too.. how long more can i lead tis kind of comfortable life? Hubbie suddenly tell mi alot of stuffs which

2005-09-25T03:18:00.000+08:00

MOI HUBBIE IS COMING BACK TO SG TML MIDNITE!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEE~ I'm so excitedddd... another abt 22 hrs i can cee him le. Finally lonely 29 daes is over le.. Wakakakkaa! Tml wrk is coming to an end liao too.. e event finish le.. bt i tink tml mus wrk until very very very late cos gotta pack up n stuffs lor.. stock take den clear e things etc.. e closin time is likely to extend too.. Hais.. sians.

2005-09-23T04:45:00.000+08:00

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2005-09-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSLEF !!! I'm 1 yr older again todae.. Hmmm.. bt i felt e same. 15 was a usual and tiring dae for me.. and 16 will be another usual and tiring dae too. I guess when i grow older n older.. bdae becum less n less significant le ba.. beca all e ppl who promise to be by moi side on moi birthdae wasnt there.. If i hasnt remember wrongly.. it's e third or fourth yr i din celebrate

2005-09-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

HeeHeee.. finally can blog le. Currently using e net with Luke's laptop with e super lousy wireless connection here. Haahaxxxx.. Chalet is okie larr.. bt sumhow i feel that their planning sux.. 24 bucks for a chalet with insufficient of everything.. moi fren sae she had e feeling of being con.. and i'm feelin likewise. LOLs~ Bt nvm lar.. since it's e last class gathering of PB0108A le so for e

2005-09-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

It's 10.40am and i'm awake.. Hahaha.. normalli see-ing mi online at tis hour will only tells u i haven slept a wink since last nite! Infact, i din really slept for e past few daes.. dunnoe wat's on moi mind bt sth seems to b weighing mi down driving away all moi precious slp. Went Gene's house for sum cards, mahjong, java, vodka gathering on fridae nite. Hahahax.. actualli wanted to plae mahjong

2005-09-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

Todae is e slackest and happiest dae after wrking @ Chinese garden for *count fingers* 6 daes. WAHAHAHA.. becaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa TODAE I HAD A GUY PARTNER! lols.. summore he nt very short... unlike me = (I reallie lurve to wrk with sumone taller when i'm wrking @ chinese garden.. e reason is that i'm simply too short. Jus to open e tent.. we need to climb up n dwn e chair 4th times.. close tent.. 4

2005-09-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

tOdae i saw fireworks again @ Chinese garden during wrk.. but i tink yesterdae's was better ba. Din really saw alot too cos moi location todae is very lousy. I changed location with a guy named Kevin beca i wanted a stall nearer to e mrt so that can go home n go wrk easier but e location was damn ulu compared to yesterdae! Very little people and nth to cee... unlike yesterdae near e entrance and

2005-08-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

I din go to sch todae again, but todae it's nt because i cant wake up. Hmmm, din really slept much yesterdae too.. jus couldnt slp ba. Something, alot of things seems to be in moi head troubling me.. bugging me to keep mi away from moi sweet dreams in e nite. I remember resting my eyes with an overloaded brain.. till i heard voices in the morning. I open my eyes, wide awake lying still in my bed

2005-08-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

It's Fridae aGainx.. 2 more daes den Hubbie is gOin for thailand for 1 mth le. Hais.. really cant bear to let mi go for training but i dun have a choice. Spend my everydae with Hubbie since Tues.. and i really cherish all e time we had. Mebbe is really beca we very long nv cee each other le ba, e feeling seems to feel different but different on e positive scale. It's not wat i've expected from

2005-08-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

Jus finished my interview for a part-time job during the Mooncake festival @ Chinese Garden ~~!~ Okie lar, it's a simple job nor, jus stand there and sell drinks n ice cream. Sounds easy right? hAHAHA.. But i predicted that there will b super lotsa people during the festival so prepareeeeeeeee to be in crowd. Thou i hate crowds! But nvm lar.. no money summore e place is near moi hse. Hubbie

2005-08-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

The competition is finally over.. HeeHeee.. well, although e song dedication booth din really earn much.. (expected) but okie lar. Anyway, the whole thing was still consider as an success. Most of the songs were dedicated to Brazaarians from Brazaar oso nor. But well, i really enjoy the whole competition although it's really very busy. I guess i din really slp for 3 daes for because of the last

2005-08-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

Such a hectic week for mi tis week. 3 stupid UT and entrepernurial compeitition which is held on thurs n fridae. Poor me din slp and stayed up whole nite with sweetie Rach yesterdae to prepare the things i need to do todae. Actually should be done long ago lar.. bt i din noe how to do it so last min rush thru everything lor. Well, i guess i cant really communicate well with moi team-mates in

2005-08-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Okie.. national dae is over.. din really manage to catch e fireworks tis year.. jus a little bit of it. Moi national dae tis year was quite bad actually.. Hais.. Bt aniwayx, it's over le. Shall not complain more abt it. Went to cut moi hair @ jp jantzen.. Hmmm.. quite oke lar.. bt due e nature of moi hair.. it is VERY hard to maintain lor. Summore moi hair so dry.. hais.. In order to reach e

2005-08-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. feeling quite mOody now. I had a super long weekend, fridae, sat, sun, mon, tue, wed ~!~! Hahaha.. okie lar, can rest untili song song but long weekend oso no use. Hubbie is nt by moi side. mOi baobei is being confined in camp for 3 weeks!!!! No Hubbie = nobody bring mi out so i guaiguai stay at home and be good ger for 3 weeks lor. Hahhaa.. Sat & Sun can stay at home and watch Zhen Qing ~

2005-08-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

im so so sooooooooooo tired nOw.. jus now typed a very long entry le.. but da stupid stupid sOphia ben ben go and anihow press den gone le = ( So now lazy to type again. Haisss... moi lesson is getting more n more difficult le.. i m so so tired now. sObsOb.. i m dying of tiredness and maths le. = ( I dun like sch..

2005-07-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

I m so so sooooooooooooooooooo hungry right now! In fact, i think i've been VERY VERY hungry for da past 2 hours and moi saviour is finally coming! Moi sweet sweet hOney hubbie is buying supper over for mi le.. HeeHeeesss.. But dunnoe why when he sae wan buy supper for mi i suddenly feel nOt so hungry liao. Haha.. bt still mus eat abit lar.. if nt tml is gonna have DISATEROUS gastric!Was chattin

2005-07-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

Now i noe skipping lunch is highly dangerous!!!! Moi headache is gone.. bt beca of moi headache i din eat anithing jus now and now moi gastric is killing me.. worse than da headacheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! aWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ~ Fark myself.. moi body is full of problems.. moi health sux and i sux beca i dunnoe hw to tk care of myself.

2005-07-20T11:32:00.000+08:00

I've finally finish watching da whole esp. of LOST liao! HeeHees.. well although expected that e ending is no ending.. bt i like da show beca it actually teaches mi small small things that is actually happening in moi daily life. Show mi how ppl cee things in different perspective, and how ppl struggle to survive n nv give up. Perhaps, it's da faith ba. Or mebbe it's da faith that i can felt from

2005-07-14T19:01:00.000+08:00

I was absent from school for 3 daes.. First 2 daes was due to moi sickness i guess.. bt todae was beca i slp very very late yesterdae den tis mOrning cnanot wake up. Hahahas! Went to Rush with Hubbie, Brandon and few of his frens yesterdae. Still quite okay ba.. nt very fun beca too mani ppl, we dance awhile den stupid Brandon drink n drink.. in e end drunk until very jialat nOr. After that e

2005-07-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

It's youth dae todae! But too bad poly no youth de le so i self declared holidae for mself lor. Too tired... Stil feeling sleepy now. Yesterdae daddi brought us out! Went to MS to eat steamboat.. tried da chong pang steamboat.. quite nice lor. Not as bad as da past when i first tried it. After Steamboat den daddi bring us back to Jurong office there and eat durian. LOls~ i was super full den so i

2005-06-27T08:46:00.000+08:00

It's first dae of school again after e short holidae of 3 weeks. Heee~ Well, i was actually very sians of da thots of coming to sch in da first place bt after being in class i felt quite refreshed. = )So long since i blog le.. seriously i've nth much to blog everidae too. Life is boring too.. went to sch for most of e daes for EMP meetings during da holidaes.. other than tt is fishing, catch

2005-06-16T04:53:00.000+08:00

Jus changed moi blog layout.. sth simple and sweet ba. Still havin moi holis now.. jus returned from moi brazaar camp. heee~ Quite fun lar.. it had been very very long since i last went for ani camps. Well, thou i do lurve EMP and brazaar very much.. do sumhow i jus feel that i cant make moi mark in those CCAs. I m nt very well accepted in da grp dunnoe beca of wat reasons. I guess i shall jus

2005-06-07T02:36:00.000+08:00

Holis had started.. Heee ~ Well.. so quite slack recently lar. Thou i still go to sch for moi cca and stuffs.. no need to wake up early early in da morning is e best thing! Kakakakx.. i m just so piggilicious~ ^.^Alvin contacted mi these few daes.. things that i wanted to hear very much in da past was heared now. Hmmm.. bt i dunnoe hw to react to these feelings. Well, thou i noe i dun lurve him

2005-06-03T14:52:00.000+08:00

Moi blog is soooooooooooo empty recently! Jus too lazy to blog or write anything. Sians~~ Anyway, todae is da last dae of sch b4 holis!!! Heee~ Quite weird lor.. ppl jus start sch den we holis. Mi now at paragon delifrances with moi 2 classmates.. left sch tis morning ard 10+. Went for pool.. lunch walk ard and decided to rest here. Hahahaha~ Nth goin for my interview at tanglin mall den head

2005-05-25T17:37:00.000+08:00

Well, it seems that everydae has nth much to share. Nothing so happie and nth so saD! Hais.. it's so dead. Or perhaps, nothing really matters to me now to stay long inside moi mind or heart. Sch is as usual.. todae test is very deadly.. 10 marks left untouched out of how mani i dunnoe.. Anyway, prepared for a worse situation and no pt dwelling over it so din tink so much. Same amt of simple

2005-05-13T08:57:00.000+08:00

Just finish moi 2nd (outta 16) UT for tis semster so now slacking until 910am lor while waitin for e others to finish. So sOoooooooo sians + tired !!!! Life is like tt lor.. sch sch sch everyday! Anyway, thkful it's alreadi fridae toDae. Without realizing i'm already in sch for 1 mth le. Tt's pretty fast ba... time jus flies when u're busy. Hee ~

2005-05-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

In sch again waitin for rachael.. so so boring, and SO SICK of sch! I think i'm havin serious sch sick lehx. Haiss... so sians! Sch todae is fine.. and sadly, i misunderstood the ques again and cork up moi concept map. Okie lar.. tis is e first time i'm doing concept map mar..can only blame it on myself being lazy beca i cut short when i'm reading e notes. Mood todae wasnt very good too. Bleahs~

2005-05-06T10:31:00.000+08:00

I m so boring now.. still in sch doin nth beca i'm simply to lazy to tink and do anithing! Was surfing ard blogs jus now..accidentaly saw Feb's blog. Hmmm.. realized that Shir and Ricky had been together for 1 yr+ le. Well, sumtimes when u really loved sumone... no matter how long e person will still b always in ur heart. Many Many years had passed, and Alvin is still always very special to me.

2005-05-06T09:31:00.000+08:00

HeeHee.. in sch now nOr.. suppose to take moi mock UT (understanding test) but due to big big problem with e server in moi blk den da whole thing cock up.Basically da whole sch system simply jus sux!! Saw sth very meanigful on steph's bloggie.. Perhaps tt's all wat's i'm looking for after so long ba. Haisss ~ Mebbe Green may be da right guy for steph le bt i m still wondering aimlessly for mine.

2005-05-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

Okie.. jus changed moi bloggie layout againx.. added a new taggie board le bt seems to work osO lehx.. Sians~ First time using a taggie board i always use comment box de. It's presentation time sOon.. so sianx~ Life is still as usual.. Boring and lifeless.I miss moi zhuzhu so muchie.. bt zhuzhu is nt mine animore. hOw i wish we can still go out happily together.. Hais ~

2005-04-28T08:59:00.000+08:00

I m in sch againx.. still not in e mood of work yet so blog abit first nor. Yesterdae was a very very bad dae ba.. Begining with a extremely tired and low morale morning, prob due to sleepless nites. Den when i m walking to sch i actually stone and missed 2 steps den FALL! Damn paiseh lor.. e guy beside mi like so ganjiong wan help mi up den i quickly sae no need den walk away quickly. e VB wasnt

2005-04-27T08:36:00.000+08:00

I m in da class for lessons againx.. so so so tired + sleepy, nearly lose da fight with my bed tis morning againx. I found out tt actually quite alot of ppl in my class actually scored As easily bt i jus seems to understand WHY and HOW they do it. Or mayb i m trying too hard and tinkin e wrong way. I should jus tk things easy & let things goes naturally for itself. Din sleep well for e past few

2005-04-26T12:37:00.000+08:00

Havin moi second brkout in sch now.. So so sSOooooo boring wor!! Dunnoe y, moi haloscan comment box cant seems to appear.........perhaps i should change to tagboard instead, bt i jus dun really like e big box thingy. Sch is still fine for mi until now.. except e facts tt i had to come ALL e way UP hill everi mornin with all moi stuffs + lappy. This feeling is terrible ~>.<~Scored 3 Bs 1 Cs and

2005-04-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

Haiss~ Jus checked moi grades online.. and i scored very badly for all. And modules which i thot tt i did da best give mi a big fat C ! = ( Bt exactly brooding over spilled milk bt jus dun really understand how they grade and how to improve on moi grades. Comments on me is good.. bt grade turns out to b poor? Cant cee ani linked to it. Perhaps i jus haven figure out how to survive and earn e best

2005-04-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

Currently in sch library now waiting for moi team mate to finsih his evaluation and journal b4 we proceed home together. Hee~Sch ends at ard 4pm todae.. okie lar still nt so bad afterall excudin e fact tt moi slipper snap and spoil early in e morning while goin to sch and i had to walk all e way bare footed b4 i found a replacement + moi classroom is super super high up e hill!!?! *continue* Me

2005-04-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

It's school again tml.. official starting of S C H O O L again. After enjoying slacking and wrking life for abt ½ year i'm back to e same old thing. Classes @ RP is quite similar to sec school ba.. lesson starts everidae at 8.30am start (okie,tis is sth which i hated most)..Actualli wanted to blog last few daes bt dunnoe y moi laptop cant access into moi blog nor view it.. sad = ( So cant blog

2005-04-06T03:52:00.000+08:00

Went to moi new sch with Shuping tis afternoon.. Saw da environment n stuffs and realize RP is really VERY VERY small.. bt okie lar. At least no need to walk so far n wun gt lost... Still dun realli like e sch.. bt jus like mummi sae. I dun hab a choice so bobian lor... should tink more positive and accept it. = ) Oh ya, aniwayx, i cee ZhenGuang too.. doin same course as me. LOL~ After tt we went

2005-03-23T10:46:00.000+08:00

Posting is out.. and i m posted to RP Business Computing. = ( Well, probably beca we're borned dragon baby of 1988 and our population is very much more den e other yrs so they r very strict on cut off pts and stuffs tis yr. Think in a good way at least i still get a course beca many of them cant even gt a selected course. Anyway, waitin for moi piggy to wake up den goin to SP to appeal. Haisss ~

2005-03-18T01:56:00.000+08:00

Had a super tiring dae ~ ! ~ First time i tried e feeling of being a cleaner. Well, actualli it's nt very bad jobbie too.. thou it always dun seems or tink to b reputable in da society bt i seriously tink tt there's nth wrong being a cleaner. E jobbie itself is nt very tough too bt u have to basicalli stand long hours and keep moving ur hands which makes u tired. It's nt so physicalli strained

2005-03-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Many things start to happen againx... or mayb it's isnt tt bad afterall bt i tink it to b so bad. Anyway, i m suddenly outa jobbie beca i make da wrong decision nt to wrk full time with moi boss. Bt well, it's over.. try to find new jobbie ba. Start is starting soon. Borned with da bronze nv realise how impt is money.. how difficult it is to earn and save until things happen. Earning is not

2005-03-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

Guess Guess Guess Guess WhaTttt ? !!! ???????LOL~ I Jus recived Ricky aka wishie's msg on friendster and suddenly have da urge to call him so i jus picked up moi fone and dialed. He keep insisting tt i m not fine. Hey boy, bt i m prefectly alrite.. so pls do not worry abt me. = ) Actualli jus now i blog alot le den accid. deleted den now have to type againx. Abit lazy to type againx. Anyway,

2005-03-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

Os results is out le.. i've oso choosen moi course and start to cee e begaining of another stage of moi life. I gt a 19 pts for moi L1r4 and a fucking 5 for moi english! Tt's wat i m so disappointed with...... Hais~ Bt generalli 19 pts is still okie lar. At least i still can make it to poly thou limited courses bt it's okie. It's alreadi over and there's nth i can do abt it. Anyway, chooses

2005-02-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

I m very tired for da whole of todae.. Very very tired now bt i cant slp. Backs are aching.. and arms in pain too. Tinking of tml.. too much more to tink. Praying tt tml will b fine.. prayin tt i hab at MOST c6 for all moi subjects.. beca i dun wanna fail ani of moi sub.. bt of cos, i pray much harder for a 13pt. Everyone told mi must wear sch uni and black hair tml for taking results bt i

2005-02-25T15:58:00.000+08:00

Enjoying moi off dae at home now... Heee~ Slept for 9 long hours yesterdae.. Replenish all moi slp and tiredness for e last few daes. = ) Yesterdae was quite stressed.. cos i din sold anithing frm 11-5+. The crowd is really VERY VERY bad.. first time i cee tis kinda of situation.. bt thkfully still survive in da last 4 hours.. Sales is still very bad.. bt at least hitted e 100 bucks barrier. = (

2005-02-23T03:19:00.000+08:00

Todae is moi last dae of wrk @ Bugis Village.. simply beca i was sacked! First time in moi life i m sacked of a job.. Well, perhaps beca i din really do alot of jobs b4. The reasons given by moi boss is beca i dun sit in e pathetic tiny shop 8 hrs/day. 1. The shop is too tiny.. if i sit inside da shop.. nobody can/will come in.2. I m too hyper active and cant stand sitting for 8 hrs!3. I cant

2005-02-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

Few thousand years nv blog le.. nt exactly very busy tOo.. bt jus too lazy to used da comp. Wrking @ Bugis(till tis sat) and j8 nOw.. Sales is starting to b boring for me. Results is coming out tis fridae.. Haisss.. Wonder how wil it be like nor. So sianx.. cant really make up moi mind on courses bt i tink MDIS should b one of da choices. I m so DAMN DAMN DAMN hungry now! Anyone for supper @

2005-02-08T04:25:00.000+08:00

Went for sum last min shopping todae.. brought Felicia's pressie and a baggie for myself. Heee~ Todae is very pathetic + blur too.. Spend ALOT of time waitin for cab bt in e end still took da wrong bus and stuffs. Terrible meee.. ended up being super late for moi facial appt. Realize i've really forget how to love le.. Dunnoe wat's da feeling of being loved.. and loving sumone. Feeling tired

2005-02-04T04:03:00.000+08:00

Sadly those Chinese words couldnt be seens on da web so changed back all e words to english againx. Wanted sth different tis time bt cant seens to do it. Perhaps tt's wat's really called.. one cant be changed. Sumtimes i will feel tt i've alreadi changed.. not e same old Wynne in da past bt after sum time.. i will realize actually i did not. Jus trying to hide e old myself to cover things which i

2005-01-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

Unhappy things happen again yesterdae.. Moi peace is disturbed by a simple fonecall.. Things which i tot tt i can alreadi let go.. is still buried deep down in moi heart. I've tried hard to dun bother.. dun tink bt sumtimes things r always said to b easier den done. Memories and hurts haunt mi for da whole nite.. Vcds, misery and cigarette accompanied moi nite thru. Anyway, he had a new gf

2005-01-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

I tink it's time to realize tt Ruyi dun love mi animore. I MUS get it str8 thru moi head and stop thinking so much! No matter how much i tink.. how much i tried.. how much i cry he wun b back to me. Yesterdae had a big quarrel with Ruyi beca i did sth bery stupid. He say he still love mi bt beca all his fren dislike mi very much and discourage us being together so we cant b together. I tot he

2005-01-20T10:52:00.000+08:00

Now at Hubbie hse nor.. nth to do so came online while moi piggy Hubbie is still slping. *scene 1* Hubbie slping while Wifey came online.. den wait for Hubbie wake up den go eat together den go out? Such a happie scene to me.. seems so peaceful and nice. Perhaps tis is wat is meant by simple life.. jus havin each other by our side.. leading life peacefully. Bt beneath e surface of e happie scene

2005-01-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

Todae had a quarrel with Hubbie againx. It started beca a small misunderstanding and dunnoe wat. Sumtimes i jus wonder having a peaceful and happi r/s is really SO difficult? Bt in e end i felt tt we were both in wrong.. it's his fault to nt believe mi when i told him e timing.. his fault for not remembering e correct timing bt moi fault for not reminding him.. & explain to him everithing in

2005-01-17T03:45:00.000+08:00

Quite alot of things happen again.. Good or Bad? I oso dunnoe. Basicalli i m alreadi dunnoe wat m i doin everidae.. everithing. Havin Bad BAD omen for past few daes.. and e bad thing finally happen todae.. Hais.. Dun wanna tink.. dun wanna tok abt it. Jus hope tt rainbow will come after e storm.. and storm will NEVER come againx. Anyway, met Shuping and watched Brother todae. Quite nice show

2005-01-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

I finally understand no matter how hard Hubbie try he cant love mi againx simply beca his love for mi has alreadi F A D E. And no matter how hard and how unwilling am to accept tis facts i still hab to accept it. Thinkin abt all these things tt we've done.. Those sweet n beautiful memories.. those effort Hubbie had once put in for me.. makes tears roll down moi cheek. I dun blame Hubbie..

2005-01-06T02:44:00.000+08:00

I stayed at home for 4 daes~ and tis is moi first step out of moi hse. Heee = ) Anyway, saw Felicia, Jiamin & BaoCheng Kor todae. Well, todae was quite tiring.. bt simple and alone. Okie lar.. at least i spend sum times outside instead of coping at home all e while. I still hab to face e world. I have an apple and a orange in moi hands now.. I dunnoe which 1 to choose. Bt perhaps.. apple &

2005-01-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

There so much things i wanna do now.. yet i dunoe wat to do. I really dunoe wat i wan.. beside Hubbie. No matter how hard i try there's still only him in moi mind. I noe i can never get over him.. and i dun wan to get over him... I jus wish n yearn so much for Hubbie to b in moi life againx. I wan Hubbie to pillion mi on e bicycle.. i wan Hubbie to bring mi go swimming.. I wan Hubbie to bring mi

2005-01-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

Everlasting story with Hubbie is no longer there.. Beautiful memories r meant to stay. Perhaps tis is really e time to let go.. to learn to stand alone. I still love him alot.. MORE than anithing else in e world bt i tink tis is nt impt animore. God sae he is nt meant to b mine.. so i should let him go. Is lovin him a mistake from e start.. i do not noe.. Bt i will nv regret moi love for him..

2004-12-31T14:17:00.000+08:00

Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then. JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call center in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many things. He only manages to reply to Chinie's texts when he got off from work. One time JM receives a message from Chinie: "hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come

2004-12-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

It had been so mani daes i nv blog le.. Very busy from wrk & stuffs.. was quite sick last few daes too. Christmas went like a breezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ And i'm wrking both on Christmas eve & Christmas dae nor. Well, tis yr christmas wasnt as nice as last yr.. nt happening nor fun too. Okie lar.. osO gt plae abit bt din really countdwn or wat ba. Jus spend a simple dae after wrk @ Ning's hse = )

2004-12-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

Jus reachie home 1 hr+ ago.. Quite refresh after moi bathe bt moi back is still aching and moi feets beca of da stupid shoe! Todae is quite a simple & happie dae... Woke up as usual.. Met Brandon and took cab dwn to amk SSDC simply beca he's late for 2 hrs+ so e timing is quite rush.. den went to orchard. Took sum neoprints which is okie lar.. quite nice den walk ard nor. Saw da cute cute

2004-12-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

Alot of things on moi mind now.. making mi confused and messy. Sumtimes i really dunnoe how i feel.. or perhaps how everithing goes. I m still young.. jus a lil' ger. Chatted till 4+am with Hongming on fone last nite.. like e feeling of chattin with him beca i might discover and learn things which i dunnoe.. bt hate e way he reminds mi on e facts which i dun wish to noe. Mebbe i shouldnt tink

2004-12-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

Okie.. after so mani daes finally backie to moi blog le. Heee~ It's 13 Dec todae(b4 12 MN).. and it's 1 yr anniversary with Hubbie! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee = ) Actually quite alot of things happen tis few daes.. had a quarrel with Hubbie @ Sentosa.. den last nite things din really go well for me & Hubbie too. Bt it's okie.. everithing is over and we're

2004-12-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

HeHe..currently at Harbourfront Mac with toot toot Hongming beside me. hahahaha.. waiting for e 'Angie e choice' cakeshop to open b4 i can buy a bdae cake for moi baobei. = ) 9 dec is fine.. heee... although e dye hair session din go quite well as i m still nt happie with moi hair + e stupid dye until like ah lianx bt i took alot of neoprints with Cheryl den rush back home to celebrate bdae

2004-12-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

Daddi is at home now.. dunnoe how long ltr i will cee him again so i shall cherish todae. Todae is osO da last dae b4 Zhiwei enlist tml mOrning.. Thou i din noe ZhiWei for very long bt e feelings is still close ba. Can really click with them and we felt as thou we're very good fren alreadi. Heee.. Really glad to make such a new good fren bt too bad very soon he's gone le. Enlist le den cant b as

2004-12-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

Jus woke up frm moi slp feeling sleepy and blurblur now. Heart seems insecure too.. dun hab a good feeling towards everithing. Haissss~ I m suppose to go touch up moi hair.. bt sumhow.. i dun feel like goin too. So mani things is gonna change after tml.. and tml is moi baobei darling 19th bdae bt i dun seems happie too. Suan le.. i can jus prays tt tml will b a happier dae ba.

2004-12-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

It's a tiring bt happi dae.. of cos with Hubbie by moi side = ) Woke up early in da morning to meet HongMing for brkfast and had a surprise frm Hubbie.. When i was buyin moi mac brkfast he suddenly appeared behind mi as he told mi he's waitin for bus outside his camp nor. Heeee~ I like tis kind of surprise *winks* After tt took a short nap.. short conversation with birdy aka Zhiwei den went

2004-12-05T02:42:00.000+08:00

Sumtimes i really wonder.. What's in me tt makes ppl fall for me.. Bt i cant tink of a reason. Perhaps tt's y ppl sae love doesnt need a reason.. feelings is all it counts. Jus like e way i love Hubbie.. no matter how nt good is he to me. Love is blind ba... One side love is really tough.. so hurtful at times. I m realli afraid of one side love now.. One side love frm me to others.. and One

2004-12-04T02:41:00.000+08:00

Finally back to moi home sweet home after staying in NUH for 3 days 2 nite. Sounds like chalet hur? Bt a very terrible chalet ba. Was admitted into NUH on Tue evening cos they suspect i had colon bleeding after moi infection thingy. It's da first time i even stayed in hospital after 16 yrs of moi life.. scared + uneasy ba. Esp. with all da blood test.. needles, x-ray and tests i have to go thru

2004-12-01T03:50:00.000+08:00

Threw up twice todae again despite me being a good ger.. taking moi medicine on time. In other words.. medicine is proved to b nt effective enuff. Well, i dun expect it to b miracle pills which will makes mi recover e moment i eat it bt okie lar.. it at least makes mi feel betta at times bt perhaps still nt useful enuff. Moi tummy is still hurting now.. bt nt as bad as last few daes ba. Had a

2004-11-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

Jus took moi med and waitin for moi lunch - porridge. I went to doc tis morning @ 5am+ due to extreme pain in moi tummy and gastric.. Fever went up and i keep throwing up + pain! Really feels so so so terrible tis morning. So i woke mummy up and ask her to bring mi to doc. Doc sae tt moi colon and gastric kena infection which is known as cha wei fa yan! Da doc look super 3/4 aslp when he is

2004-11-28T19:39:00.000+08:00

mOi tummy is hurting now.. jus vomitted out everithing out again. Hais.. moi tummy and vomitting thingy is back again le.. feelin very xin ku & bloaty now!! = ( Went to buy moi colour contact and prom dress yest.. Heee~ I lurveeeeeee both of them! Bt after buying Hubie mus rush back to camp le cos he hab extraaaaaaaaa = ( den i went for supper @ TPY with moi family nor. Poor hubbie cant go

2004-11-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

It's almost 6 now... still in office waiting for da clock to click 6 o'clock sharp b4 i pack up moi stuffs and meet Eddie for dinner @ JP = ) Time and dayas flyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. it's gonna b end of Nov soon and very soom it will b DEC! Wahahahha.. i lOve Dec and i lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee CHRISTMAS! Christmas deco @ Orchard *esp. TANGS* is really awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I lurve da sparkling

2004-11-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

I jus remembered sth quite impt.. I HAVE MOI LAST PAPER TML! Terrible me totally forgotten abt tis 'nt so impt' paper.. moi miserable last paper for moi BIG O LEVLES! I jus step into moi hse 30 min ago and din touch moi BOOKS AT ALL for da last few weeks. I wan to slp.. bt jus cant slp now.. i wan to STUDY bt jus cant study too + jus now Hubbie keep smking n smking + blur me took da wrong

2004-11-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

METEOR SHOWERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heeeeeeeeee.. there's gonna b a meteor shower on DEC 14 !!!! (not 100% accurate) La la la.. nt very cfm abt da info bt i will still go n try moi luck.. mebbe can b as lucky as 2 yrs ago. 14 Dec 2002 i saw da first shooting star in moi lifeeeeee followed by MANY MANY stars shoot here and thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Pasf memories is

2004-11-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

I m very very tired now.. bt jus dun feel like slping. Moi history paper is over... and moi last paper is on nxt mon and i'm offically free for examssssssss! WHooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ~ Christmas is coming.. and i wan to go overseas.. Very tired frm moi wrk and daily life. Wrking is really tough.. bt i can doze off in e office bt i can doze off in class when i'm tired. Hais.. dunnoe

2004-11-15T13:59:00.000+08:00

Tml is moi History paper.. out of exams mood le i guess. Hais.. wanna go out stdy bt nobody pei mi den at home i cant touch moi books at all!!! Had a bdae dinner @ Rama Thai yesterdae.. Bill came out to b 1k+ bt e food std seems to b dropping.. Life nowadaes is relly dead.. Hais.. tried hard to find things to add on to moi life bt it's is dead as usual.. Hais.. waitin for Christmas.. hoping

2004-11-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

Feeling extrememly tired now. Every inch of moi energy had been totally drained off by e 1 shot 5 hrs of studying. After 10 yrs of studyin.. tis is e first time i really study 1 shot for 5 hrs! *claps for myself* = ) Gotta take a bathe.. rest awhile and continue stdy abit + tml morning hiong den go for moi Chemistry paper.......... after Chem paper is ..................................... S W I

2004-11-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

Moi big Os started le. Todae is e second dae of O lvl. Yesterdae paper went like a breeze.. e paper was actually quite easy bt easy or difficult doesnt bother mi at all beca i din care. I din stdy a tweeny bit for it too so i m jus tryin moi luck. Todae! took moi SS paper and i m terribly snook by it! Okie lar.. i m lazy so i din stdy all.. i jus try to spot chap and stdy sum of them bt too

2004-10-31T01:41:00.000+08:00

I AM........... .. feelings things which i shouldnt feel .. extremely tired bt cant seems to slp .. feeling envy .. sick .. having backaches and stiff neck .. looking forward to christmas .. wishing for alot of CHRISTMAS PRESSIE! .. having moi big O lvl on mon bt nt e least excited or scare .. been a good ger todae.. studied for moi SS paper *abit at least* .. ate swensens with those vannies~

2004-10-28T13:32:00.000+08:00

It's 28 Oct todae.. 3 more daes b4 i take moi first paper of da big Os! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. time jus seems to b flying so so sooooooo fast tt i cant even catch up with it! Babyyy, could u pls jus slow dwnn? Okie.. met up with Jialing and James for coke & fries @ Centrept Mac (James' Treat). Den ltr Jialing's fren Brandon came dwn to meet us. Quite good-looking guy ba.. and his side

2004-10-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Wahahahaa.. i really had a craZy yet wonderful day with e 3 sweeties in moi life! Heeeeeeeeee! Well, played until i almost went insane.. really had a great time laff-ing (REAL REAL LONG SINCE I LAFF LIKE TIS) and doing ridiculous things. Although it's kinda stupid + paiseh bt it's okie i guess. Heeee~ I lOveeee moi 3 darlings Felicia, Shuping & Shiyuen *

2004-10-22T14:41:00.000+08:00

Cry till i had high fever yesterdae... Sumtimes i jus felt it's was too tired to carry on. I noe he's e worst guy in e world.. Sumtimes i really wonder how i can tolerate.. bt no matter wat wrong he do.. i'll still forgive him.. hoping tt he will b betta nxt time. 1 moment Hueishan.. 1 moment Cheryl.. 1 moment PeckLing and e other moment sae wanna start all over again with me. Perhaps being

2004-10-20T19:02:00.000+08:00

Moi whole family is at home now.. Hee = ) Daddy, Mummy, Kel Bro, Me & moi 2 lil sista.. moi family consist of 6 person. It been real long since everyone in moi family in at home.. Daddy is very busy with his wrk.. Mummy too. Den Kel is super busy with his studies and gf.. Me.. busy goin out to plae. Thou feelings r nt wanting to go home and sch had been stirring up within mi recently bt i

2004-10-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

Had a restless nite yesterdae. Jus cant seems to slp properly for e whole nite... and woke up 5 times? 6 times thru' out e whole nite. Dun really noe wat's e reason behind bt thousand of things seems to b in moi mind again. Once again.. i dunnoe wat m i doin. Are those things i'm doing right or wrong? Was watching moi Zhan Sheng vol. 2 (thks for Weijie) while Hubbie and gang plae cards and

2004-10-11T02:33:00.002+08:00

Was very very very sick for da last 2 weeks. Firstly it was da damn damn gastric pain tt is killing me. Squeeze mi into a ball.. curbing up on moi bed with tears of pain during da nite.. and torturing mi with no appetite and super sickly face to moi frens & Hubbie. Secondly is da blardy cough + flu which is getting worse every single dae! Hubbie is sick too.. see a doc jus now.. feed him his med

2004-10-11T02:33:00.001+08:00

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2004-10-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

I packed moi 4 cabinet.. bed + wardrobe yesterdae.. todae i packed another BIG BIG cabinet and moi mountains n mountains of notes, txtbooks, wrksht, bag and stuffs. Sort them all nicely into different files and make moi hse look at least 10 times neater and cleaner. It had really been YEARS since i last touched those areas. Can even find moi sec 1 wrk.. Well, it oso proves tt how horrible i m...

2004-10-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

Prelims are over and 27 more daes to O levels. Days are really passing fast and i'm still taking moi own sweet time slackin and trying to enjoy moi lives. Had 21pt for moi L1R4.. A for Chinese, B for English and Big C for all moi other subject. Results of nt touching e books AT ALL during e exams even after i force myself to try to study. Nth can simply gt inside moi coconut head. Well, jus

2004-09-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

I was stoning and staring into da space so decided to change moi blog layout. It's quite sweet and simple.. = )) Todae papers r very very easy.. e chem paper was probably e easiest paper i had ever done bt yet i dunnoe how to do beca i simply nv study at all. Having moi SS and Maths paper tml n i din touch anithing yet too. hais.. Dunnoe wat's wrong with mi. Seems very disjointed. Everithing i

2004-09-20T17:02:00.000+08:00

I had moi Maths paper 1 and Physic paper todae.. and of cos, both is as terrible as expected. Well, actually e physic paper was worse den wat i've expected. Total failure! = ( I slept at 3 last nite.. and attempted to wake up at 5+ to study bt moi body failed me cos even after Alvin and Jerry wake up called i still went back to slp till ard 620 den draggggggggggggggggggged myself outa moi bed.

2004-09-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

Suddenly felt very sad.. AGAIN Perhap.. mood isnt very great recently.. Felt tt as we grew older.. everithing become less meaningless Met up with Jiamin.. went to eat and sit dwn talk talk awhile nor.. so long since we sit dwn peacefully and look into da deep blue skyy. Times fliesss Went up to her hse and borrow sth frm her lor.. den saw alot of her bdae pressie.. Used to receive alot of

2004-09-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

I m havin a terrible terrible moodswing!!!! Dunnoe wat's wrong with me.. woke up tis morning feeling quite happy bt few hrs later moi mood changed drastically. I started to stone and daze.. Dunnoe wat's on moi mind again. Thousands of things which i remembered tt can make mi very unhappy bt when i think abt happy things i cant even remembered anithing. Beautiful flowers on moi dining table in

2004-09-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

Long Long Long timeeeeeeeeeeeee since i lasted blog. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8888 Days! What have i been doin during tis 8 long days? Hmmm.. seriously i cant realli remembered too. Memory is failing me.. 1. Rebond moi hair *Bt at e rate i m playin with it.. it doesnt look like rebond-ed animore* 2. Spend nice with Felicia & Shuping @ Felicia's grandpa wake.. *muacks* Thou it's a wake.. we stil had tons

2004-09-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

Had a quarrel with Hubbie jus now. Hope tt everithing will b fine tml ba. Very long no blog le. Life had been as usual.. Sch n Sch everyday. Tis yr teachers' day is a very very great day for me. Had a very wonderful with moi pri sch mates. Ktv, neoprints and Steamboat @ MS. It's e happiest dae i had with moi frens tis yr ba. = ) Being with them is so natural.. so myself kinda of things. =D

2004-08-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

ACT! Is life all abt acting acting and acting? Why is there no sincerity and real feelings bwt ppl? I really dun understand. I dun wan to act bt beca i dun act i hab no frens in sch.. dislike by many. And beca i dun hab da habits of following wat others is doing.. go n por them and sae nice things i m hated by mani? I m straightforward and tis is me. I noe it's nt a good things bt i've learn to

2004-08-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you? The words will never show The you I've come to know. If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go? There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too. And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me. If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you. Tomorrow and

2004-08-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

Feeling tired, very tired and super tired now. Din not go for lessons yesterdae due to tummy pains, tiredness, laziness and many more. I shall nt eleborate on tt.. Anyway, i still went to sch.. outside da sch i mean.. to meet Cheryl and accompany her to JP to buy shoes and eat lunch. Walk walk awhile till 5pm den pei Cheryl go wait for bus and head towards TTSH which is at Novenaaa~~ Damn Damn